she had big dreams of becoming an actress
she would read the magazines and dress up in a tight dress
she worked hard to get rid of her accent
ready to go the extra mile for the the success
she knew she might have to sleep with the bosses
to get her shot but she was willing to take a few losses
if that's how the business was working
and she couldn't change it she decided that it was worth it
she still knew her passion was real
and that was something that the system couldn't kill
so she called her agent every single day
begging to get a role she'd say

come on and just shoot me
...mm yeah
shoot me
mm ye-eah
come on and just shoot me
mm right here
shoot me
shoot me
come on baby won't you shoot me

finally she got her shot
it wasn't a lead but she was ready to rock
and give it all she got til she reach the top
and just step on the set and blow up the spot
so with that said you can understand
that she was let down it didn't go according to plans
she couldn't afford to be picky and that could've been alright
but she had to swallow more than her pride
when the co-producer sexually abused her
the director was a drug abuser
the main actor was a washed up has been
and everybody was acting for the cash when
she was dreaming of creating great art
but she had kill that illusion straight from the start
so she meant it literally but they didn't understand
when she told the camera man

come on and just shoot me
...mm yeah
shoot me
mm ye-eah
come on and just shoot me
mm right now
shoot me
shoot me
come on baby won't you shoot me

now after all that shooting
like most people she became desillusioned
but this wasn't no ordinary girl man
she'd give up her life cus she was so determined
to change the world and make her mark
make great art even if it breaks her heart
so she shot herself shooting herself in the head
attached a note to the tape saying upload this on the internet cus i don't wanna live no more 
in this evil world where everything's reversed
and turned upside down